For a long time I have wanted to be able to speak in front of people, to get up on a stage and talk. Those who know me know how crazy it sounds – there’s few people around me that are as shy as me – but even if I have tried to push the feeling – the desire – away, it just keeps coming back.
I know that I’m good with words. If I can write them down. When I stand face to face with people all the words get stuck somewhere halfway out of my mouth, even in ordinary conversations with someone I don’t know that well. I get nervous if someone will ask me to say something even in a small group of people and I haven’t had the time to prepare myself beforehand. Just the thought of me up on a stage trying to convey a message to a crowd of people makes my heart beat fast, but still I want to do it. Somehow I get the feeling that I’m supposed to do it.
Where do you start to make such a far-away dream reality?